Wailing of a Waif

For the first time in my life
  I have felt unwanted
  A bad luck
  A cursed being
  A useless person
What if this is who I'm meant to be
I hate myself for all these.
Its like I'm a bad omen to everyone I meet

All that I need is a normal happy life.
Is this hard for me to get Lord
Or is it hard for you to bless me with?

Ain't easy growing up in the streets
The street pastors i once heard their preach
That you're a Father to all a Father anyone can call

We seem to be creatures from another planet
Many people take us to be hostile
They forgot we can't choose our fate

I heard to add a little more hope but
I'm losing faith Lord! Forgive me for this

Can I be the one Walking in nice shoes everyday
Can I be the one Blessed with a happy family

Lord I've put my trust in you and I'm losing myself
What is it that you tryna teach me but
I seem not to understand your lessons

I'm gonna walk down the street
I won't rob but ask for any Job
I hope you gonna change my script